Welcome to Hell Week
I'm sure many of us can relate. Let me lay out my schedule that I had for this week.
Monday: School, work, sorority
Tuesday: Work, sorority
Wednesday: School all day
Thursday: School, work
Friday: School, Work
Tell me...where do I breath? I don't. What I do do is break down crying—in my "boyfriend's" closet. Yes, that's right, crying like a baby and trying to grasp for air. My breaking point was when we got assigned two papers that was due on Monday. I was clueless on what to exactly due because I have never done a summary paper. I was already stressed from all the work I was doing (school and job). I couldn't figure out when I was exactly going to have time to do these papers.
I'm a tough girl more than half of the time. So for me to break down crying was like a first and for me to cry in front of someone, it had to be really bugging me to make me get to this point.
As pathetic as it sounds, I ended up crying to my boss because when I was trying to explain how my week was, a river of endless tears started streamed down my face at work. I'm so embarrass that this happened that my boyfriend doesn't even knows and I literally tell him every little, stupid details about anything.
The ending to this week wasn't so bad just because my boyfriend and I got tickets to go to the Cubs game in Sunday for our anniversary.
Lesson #4: Don't try bottling up your emotions. It's stressful and has hard as you may try, itms going to end up coming out one way or another. Keep it real and stay true to your self.
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